I'm alive :3

I haven't updated in a long time.
I think I died.
But I'm alive, and my life is great :3

I got my New Moon tickets (WOOOOOOOOOO).
I also got the soundtrack and the movie companion.
And the bracelet that says, "This may hurt just a little."
Volturi = LOVE.
I can't believe I'm watching Goosebumps. I haven't watched this in... years. Probably since Canada, which is about 5 years now. Brings back old memories.

I've been reading MLIG a lot. I fell asleep crying last night, of joy, for the first time ever. One of them especially touched me;

"My parents woke up from a 18 year coma today.
I'm 17."

It's so damn sad, but so happy.
These stories remind me of the book I'm reading, Elsewhere. It is just really amazing, and it makes you realize how fucking lucky you are to be able to live.
So, don't take advantage of your life.

And I have horrible news.
I don't have my trial of Photoshop anymore.
I won't be making any graphics... For a while.
But if I do, they'll be sucky.
I'll probably mostly work on photography although I'm not all that good.
I'll get photoshop for my birthday, maybe.
And I'll probably be uploading more traditional work... Maybe...

Soooo... I made soup. All by myself :3 Everyone loved it. it made me feel special.
I've realized that I really miss living in Finland.
I miss the cold weather.
I miss the way your nose freezes the second you walk outside.
I miss riding my bike down our bumpy dirt road.
I miss going into the woods and running away by the huge birds nests.
I miss going to the supermarket, getting horse toys.
I miss talking Finnish.
I miss eating Finnish food.
I miss going over to the old ladies' houses with my family and eating dinner.
I miss hanging out with my brother and his friend while they played legos.
I miss having only 4 channels of TV and watching the little kids shows on Saturday.
I miss being able to make our own juice from the berries in our backyard.
I miss locking my brother in our bathroom, with it's broken door.
I miss my friends.
I miss the reindeer.
I miss my weird uncle that loves Coca Cola.
I miss the library sales, where you can buy tons of books for cheap.
I miss being young.
I miss being loved by the people in our church.
I miss children church.
Most of all, I miss my old life.



Yeah...... But I've grown from that, and now I realize that my life is fantastic. I have lovely friends, and my mom who love me very much. I have horses to ride, and although they aren't mine, I still love it.

Today is a good day.
Although times can be tough, and my life can suck at times, MLI always gonna G, no matter what.


Live it up mate,
Life is what you make it.
Much Love,

Hannah.